I hate the fact that I am constantly in a state of worry. And yet, I can't seem to get myself to relax either.
I worry that while I'm at work something will happen to our house and the dogs will be in danger.
I worry at night when I'm falling asleep that I hear something and we're all in danger.
I worry about work, and that meeting I have tomorrow, and how I'm going to get everything done that I need to get done in the next few days. Worry, worry, worry. And I hate it. But I'm working on it!
I'm not very good at speaking my feelings.
Whether they are happy feelings or bad feelings, sometimes I just don't feel like saying it.
This can really be a problem with my husband or family and friends.
For example, I might feel overly happy with my relationship. You know,
sometimes you just get those swells of emotion and you're totally overwhelmed by
how much you love someone? Most people would view that as a good opportunity to tell their spouse that. Me? I bottle it up inside and just don't say anything. I'm not sure why I do that
but it's a really bad trait.
I don't take well to change.
And who really does? But I mean I REALLY don't take well to it.
I usually get so ridiculously stressed out and end up having a complete mental breakdown,
which my poor husband has the job of pulling me out of. I think I've gotten a little bit better about this over the past couple of years. Mostly thanks to my husband.
Tomorrow -
Something someone told you about yourself that you'll never forget (good or bad)
I didn't think anyone worried more than I do...you win! Sorry. :(
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